Marshanda Curhat Rindu Anak di Instagram, Duh! Begini Balasan Ben Kasyafani…

Marshanda mengunggah foto saat bersama Sienna Ameerah. (foto: instagram)

MEDANSATU.COM – Marshanda curhat tentang rasa rindunya terhadap sang anak. Curhatan itu diunggah dalam akun Instagramnya, @marshanda99. Nggak nyangka, curhatan itu dikomentari mantan suaminya, Ben Kasyafani. Netizen langsung terharu membaca balasan Ben Kasyafani…

Sejak resmi bercerai pada 2014, anak semata wayang Marshanda, Sienna Ameerah Kasyafani, diasuh oleh Ben Kasyafani sesuai putusan pengadilan. Hingga saat ini Ameerah diasuh Ben dengan istri barunya, Nesyana Ayu Nabila.

Ada dua postingan yang diunggah bersama 2 foto saat Marshanda memeluk Ameerah. Berikut curhatan Marshanda seperti dilihat medansatu.com di akun Instagramnya, Senin (16/4/2018).

Postingan Pertama:

What can I do
I am guilty
Of losing you.
.
What can i do
I am guilty
Not blaming my illness but that is my weakness.
.
I got lost.
And nobody wins when they tried to save me from falling.
I had to fall. Says God.
.
And until today I cant see why I had to.
Cause it got me losing you.
.
I am guilty and I am ashamed.
People talk about me behind my back.
Saying I can’t bear sanity.
I can’t bear life.
Because I am ill.
.
And now what should I do.
When all I can think about is the thought of losing you.
My daughter.
.
And I miss you, everyday.
And I cry for you, everyday.
I am lost. And in this case I am lost forever.
.
I can only hope and pray for miracle.
I dont even believe that I still deserve the feeling of hope.
I’ve made too big of a mistake.
.
I am left with questions and tears.
I saw people around me.
Being allowed to be with their children.
Pushing me far away from the right self-concept I am supposed to have about myself.
Pushing me far away from seeing myself as a capable human being. Capable of being a mother.
.
I have lost.
I’ve lost you and I lost everything.
And I‘ve forgotten how to have hope.
Tried to understand this chapter of life.
And I can’t understand a thing.
The inner wisdom I usually find in me, is in silence.
.
God help me.
I am lost.
I am ashamed.
What are You trying to tell me?
I am lost.
And everybody talks behind my back.
About how it is normal for me to lose.
How it makes sense.
.
So I just try to bear with the thought of living with my worst self.
The incapable human. The inadequate parent. The one nobody can trust.
And carry on.
And carry on.
And carry on.

-Part 1 of 1- . What can I do I am guilty Of losing you. . What can i do I am guilty Not blaming my illness but that is my weakness. . I got lost. And nobody wins when they tried to save me from falling. I had to fall. Says God. . And until today I cant see why I had to. Cause it got me losing you. . I am guilty and I am ashamed. People talk about me behind my back. Saying I can’t bear sanity. I can’t bear life. Because I am ill. . And now what should I do. When all I can think about is the thought of losing you. My daughter. . And I miss you, everyday. And I cry for you, everyday. I am lost. And in this case I am lost forever. . I can only hope and pray for miracle. I dont even believe that I still deserve the feeling of hope. I’ve made too big of a mistake. . I am left with questions and tears. I saw people around me. Being allowed to be with their children. Pushing me far away from the right self-concept I am supposed to have about myself. Pushing me far away from seeing myself as a capable human being. Capable of being a mother. . I have lost. I’ve lost you and I lost everything. And I‘ve forgotten how to have hope. Tried to understand this chapter of life. And I can’t understand a thing. The inner wisdom I usually find in me, is in silence. . God help me. I am lost. I am ashamed. What are You trying to tell me? I am lost. And everybody talks behind my back. About how it is normal for me to lose. How it makes sense. . So I just try to bear with the thought of living with my worst self. The incapable human. The inadequate parent. The one nobody can trust. And carry on. And carry on. And carry on. . . #motivation #honesty #vulnerabilityispower #vulnerabilityisstrength #positivity #empowerment #marshedpoem #marshedQuote #enlightenement #motivationandpositivity #innerstrength #innerpeace #intellectualhearts

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